His Guardian. His Angel.

The help for me it came too late

I couldnt help myself.

But I can help him

Be his angel

His guardian

Watching him and sending love from above

That goes right in his body

Making its ways through his veins

Until it reaches his heart

His eyes will light up

And you'll see it'll get easier

The pain will fade

And i'll know you'll be safe

And maybe one day

Hopefully not too soon

We will meet again

Meet again in a paradise we both could only dream of

The paradise Peter Pan took his friends on an adventure

The paradise where you and me will be brought back to life

Until then I'm telling you to hush and don't you cry

I was begging for another try

But now I see you're doing well

Moving on from what we've had

I want you back but it doesn't work

So i just have to find another way for you to hear these words

My love for you will never fade

The laughs, the cries, it all will stay

Forever in my heart i'll carry you

This is for the one who used to say ' I love you too '

Come back.

Move on.

I tried to move on 

move on from the past

a new beginning

with a new start

With you.

With you.

Now I'm here 

standing in the rain

so you can't see the tears running down from my face

They're screaming for you

For you.

I tried to move on

I catched you from your fall

I reached for your hand

But you didn't take it.

Forget the past.

You didn't

Face the future.

You didn't

I'm facing it.

Without you.

Without you.

It's all my fault?

I tell you it isn't

I've done some bad things but you told me to forget it.

I forgot but you didn't.

Why didn't you tell me.

Tell me it hurts.

I would've taken the pain from you.

From you.

But it's over and all that's left are the good memories you try to remember.

Where have they been.

They're so far away.

It's starting to fade.
The good memories of you.

Of you.

Be who YOU want to be

We're living in a world where society tells you you're not good enough.

We live in a world where we look up to the wrong people.

Instead of looking up to people whose characters and personalities shine brighter than the sun,

we look up to those who just look good from the out.

I am someone who doesn't care what other people think about me.

If they like me or not, thats fine.

You can't make everyone happy.

But I am also that kind of person who hates to disappoint the people you love or you feel responsible for.

But that doesn't mean that I am not myself.

I know alot of people who are different around other people.

If someone doesn't accept you the way you are then tell him or her there's the door...it's a metaphor..but if there really is a door then go ahead and show 'em!

I love this quote.

If you want to be happy and live a life full of freedom...you have to be who you really are.

Be happy with yourself.

No one is perfect.

Everyone has imperfections.

The moment you accept yourself will be the moment you can say that you are truly happy.

Happiness comes from the inside.

Don't change for anyone.

You're perfect as you are, with all your imperfections and as you may call it "bad habbits".

Someone will step into your life and love you for exactly these things.

Life is way too short to worry about things like that.

Be happy and enjoy every single second of your life.

You won't get these seconds back so make something out of it!

I hope everyone is having a great day and week (:

My "beauty" favourites.

Hello everyone!

Today I want to talk about a topic that is quite random or lets say rarely spoken about on here.

BUT

I'm a girl..duuh

And I do like that girly stuff...you know makeup and things like that.

So today I wanted to share my favourites with you.

Number #1: Perfumes

I got two perfumes for Christmas and I absolutely love them. On the left you can see the "Miss Dior, Blooming Bouquet" - by Dior and on the right the "Daisy" - by Marc Jacobs. I love both of them and wear them everyday. Both of them have this fresh and blooming smell...I mean obviously..ahaha
If you're searching for a everyday perfume then I would highly recommend these two (:

Number #2: Zoeva-Rose Golden Luxury Set

For years...literally years..I was waiting for this moment. I finally have the rose golden zoeva brush set! They came with the mail today! I was so happy and I have to say I'm not disappointed. I tried them out right after I took these pictures for you and they really are amazing. I just love them! The reason I waited so long to get them is because the price was always something I was kind of worrying about. I am not that kind of person who wants to spend 60€ on a brush set...but everyone was hyping these brushes so I had to get them and I really see why.

Number #3: KIKO - Eyeshadow Palette 

The other thing I couldn't resist to buy was the eyeshadow palette from KIKO with six eyeshadows. I bought six colours I knew I hadn't in my collection yet and I knew I would use. As you can see..I'm more of a nudy and peachy person. I like to use these as a base and then slowly build up a smoky eye with the brown tone :)

Number #4: Liz Earle Cleanse & Polish Hot Cloth Cleanser Starter Kit

The last thing I want to mention in this post is a face cleanser from Liz Earle.

One thing you have to know about me is that I am lazy.

I mean who's not.

Especially the girls will understand me when I say that it's just annoying to put the makeup off as it takes ages to get it really clean.

This is why I love this Hot Cloth Cleanser.

Here is how it works: You take two pumps of this Cleanser and start rubbing or massaging your face with it.

Then you take the Cloth that comes with the kit and put it under warm water...sweep it over your face and it will take all the makeup or dirt or whatever you got there on your face off..after that you just splash your face with cold water and voila, you're done!

Amazing I know :D

No more things to add to this, right?

So that's it what I've got for you today.

I'm sorry it really is different to the usual topics I talk about but I thought I'd just share these few things with you (:

Je suis Charlie? - Maybe.

Hey.

In the last few days shocking news went around the world.

As you all know, 

Islamists killed journalists who worked for the satire Charlie Hebdo.

These news are really sad and not acceptable in any way.

But isn't it weird that the media is hyping this so much?

What is with all the other people who are dying at the moment?

Whether its in Nigeria or thousands of people dying while trying to get over the sea.

As I said before, it is shocking that his happened but why is this so important in Germany?

It is amazing what the people in France are doing to honor these people.

But why is Germany starting to discuss about the islamization?

Every single week I read about demonstrations against the islamization in Germany.

There are two demonstrations here in Munich tonight..TWO?!

There is no islamization and you don't have to start worrying about the freedom of the press.

I'm sorry but this is just stupid.

People are demonstrating against asylum seekers and that we need to stop accomudating them...what?!

Germany is not allowed to be nationalistic because of the history, yeah I get that.

Believe me or not, alot of them are tho.

People need help.

Immigrant workers come to Germany because "we" don't have enough..oh and that's okay right?

This is so stupid.

We live in 2015.

2 0 1 5.

In a world where discrimination shouldn't be a thing anymore.

Yet there are so many people who think migrants are different to them.

We're all humans.

There are alot of people who won't go to these demonstrations but who still discriminate on a daily basis.

Why.

Why is it still harder for a e.g Turkisch man, to get an appartement than for a German...why?!

It's 2015 and the world still differantiate between skin colour, origin and sex.

It's ridiculous.

New year, new me?

Hello everyone (:

The beginning of the new year slowly becomes the past and everyone starts focussing on their daily life again.

One thing that I always remember from New Years Eve are the New Years resolutions.

A lot of people want the next year to be THE year.

The year of changes.

The year of results.

I am probably the worst at changing myself.

I'm being honest

I am the one who complains about a lot of things but I never change.

BUT

This time I want to see a change.

I want to change a lot of things.

I want to be a better person.

I say that often but I really want to try to go through my life happier!

Everyone should be happy about what they have

And I need to change my eating routine.

This is not really to lose weight I just want to be healthier.

I was always the person who had resolutions for the new year but I never really realized them.

In my eyes everyone is perfect as she or he is.

But I feel my motivation..I never had any before haha

I'm facing this new year positive.

Leave 2014 behind and look forward to new memories, new experiences and new people.

2015 will be awesome (:

I'm sorry.

If I could turn back time

to the day I've let you hanging.

I would've changed my decisions.

But I'm young,

forgive me I'm young

I make mistakes like everyone else.

I chose the wrong path.

The wrong side

And now I'm staring into darkness.

Facing the truth that I lost you.

Begging for a second try won't change a single thing.

It's too late for another try and 

I've realized that too late.

Saying sorry won't heal the scars.

Saying sorry won't bring back the lost time.

Saying sorry won't let you forget about the time I've let you hanging.

Regret will make you realize what you've lost.

I lost you.

Breaking into pieces because you realize the only thing that held you together is gone.

I lost you.

And now I'm standing here in the rain.

Feeling every raindrop on my broken skin.

Waiting for forgiveness.

Being patient might help.

But sometimes you know it won't.

I lost you.